To Be Honest....

To be honest, I didn't want to come to work today.  Tyler and I had our morning struggles getting him dressed and out the door on time.  We do this daily.  I thought it would become routine, but 2 years later, it hasn't.  It put me in a bad mood and I carried that with me to the office.

To be honest, I haven't been feeling all that lively with this pregnancy.  I would rather lie in bed in the evenings than water and weed or go for walks.  I am much more uncomfortable.

To be honest, I wish my husband took more, and better photos of me.

To be honest, I worry about our little house, and how adding an infant in to the mix is going to make everyone seem like they are standing on each other.

To be honest I am really looking forward to staying home and not coming in to work.  But I am also worried that I will struggle with depression during the short days, and long winter.

To be honest my garden is not what I had hoped for this year.  I am still missing something to make my squash not fall off the vines. 

  

And honestly, if I could take kids on hikes and get paid for it (like I did last week), I would probably not be as cranky today as I am.